Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
28 December, 2006
: hush
i'm not as strong as a lot of people think i am.
at times like this i see the bliss in the sound of silence. do u get what i mean?
when ure silenced, people tend to turn to u, people tend to miss u, tend to want u more.
bliss, uh?
there are times of comtemplation but i try not to let anything cloud rational judgement.
who defines what's rational anyway?
what happens if u try ure best and it's still not good enough?
and running away isn't an option?
hope for a that miracle that will eat u inside out, make u have everlasting dreams, that u hope, wont be nightmares and just fade away.
i think everyone has had their times of contemplation before.
i write in circles don't i? i can't tell u the truth because then u will think i'm crazy, and u will get mad at me, and then u'll start putting ureself at fault, get really agitated and blow this up into huge proportions.
nah, it's nothing.
it's that sinking feeling u get when a cute little girl broke the crystal glassball that ure late mother bought you.
you know u can't blame her.
it's that heartwrenching feeling u get when it rained, after you did your hair for the one you love.
it's the loss of hope.
when the sweetest smell of your favourite perfume seems dull.
when your favourite color blinds u.
it's just all of that put together. wrapped in a little box, with no pretty ribbons.
u know what i wish?
i wish i could move u, i wish the things i did matter to u, i wish i could be the reason u woke up to every morning. i wish to be ure source of happiness.
and even if i cant be all that,
i wish for you to be happy. that's all.
do you think they regret it, when they jump off that building?
or do they feel relieved? like it's finally been done.
oh but u know who i pity? the ones who's got to clean up the mess. erk.
i want to be a cake when i grow up.
get u to oogle at how yummy i am, the more fattening i am the better.
get u to eat me up, let me feel u with that temporary sensation of orgasmic yummiliciousness.
get u to smile, while im inside u, until i disappear.
i am crazy.
oh no! the psycho psychologist.
heh.
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
