Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
03 August, 2006
: who ever said holidaying was all smiles?
ok im leaving tonight but not all with smiles.
ya la ya la a few days only but omg its gonna be a week without his voice his goofy laugh his smile his smses arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh
ahaahaha geram ok!!!!!!!!!!
furthermore im missing his gig this saturday. he'll be performing at gashaus with subtle revenge, blinded humanity and some other bands. sigh.
let me go home...i hate it la when he gives me his puppy eyes and his puppy whine thing that apparently
i taught him.
damn.
i should stop doing the funny voices cos when he does it i just melt. sigh.
and i miss my best friend. i miss hafizah ariffin. :(((
no sweetie i havent forgotten abt u at alllllll......i miss my darlings, i havent met the
elf in a long time and he told me "its been a long time since ive hugged/heard/irritated/laughed/smiled with u" sighhhhhhh. tell me how not to love my friends? and i miss
penguin and
didi and
dee and
babydanah and
kiki. very nice. oh not to mention shai kitty.
did u know when my nick was
"i'm in love with the sweetest boy in the world" he actually IM-ed me while i was asleep and said "
not forgetting me ok? your kitty, at that" hehehe. he has admitted to becoming my kittycat. so cute rite.
i love these people to death i tell u.
and the cutest thing ashri said to me when i asked him what he wanted from aussie was "oh just come home with ure smile and we'll all be happy. and oh! with an aussie accent too!" hehehehe. can u people stop loving me so much, cos i think my heart's gonna burst. hehehe. the people at the shop were calling me yesterday to tell me to have a nice journey, and ben went "u better come home ah u cibai." HAHAHAHAHA. and he ended the call with "ok bye darling, miss me ok?" and apparently anthony told the whole spinelli i was going away for a week and whenever i answer the phone, the person on the other line goes "so ure the part timer whos leaving the shop for a week!"
riteeeeeeeeeeee............
hahahahhaa.
oh municipal waste is playing in aussie but i cant catch them cos i have no friends in aussie and im totally useless with navigation. so forget it. blah.
sigh. this sucks.
oh but yay to me cos i've bought a total of $140 worth of cds! HAHAHA. the rest, u gotta wait til next month. $140 wasnt enough to get me all that i wanted ok. but oh well. at least i know my From Ashes Rise cd is gonna be shipped to my doorstep in 2 weeks time. yayyyyyyyyyyyy.
next month would be Japan Thrash Revolution, Maximaal Onthaal, Cripple Bastards, Tragedy and La Quiete. i hope i hope.
i wanna go on a holiday with my darlingsssssssssssss. arghhhh. i wanna run away and have tons of fun, watch a bunch of bands live overseas, and come back all fit and pretty.
hahahahahha. doink man.
i ate like 2 plates of noodles and here i am talking abt being fit. marinah, go and die. now!
ok la i know i'm being cranky but i
miss my babyyyy. blearh. i told him that after today if he sees someone with bushy eyebrows in the train, to think of me and laugh to himself. hehehee. he says he has no mood at all to play on saturday cos i'm not there. =( its ok sweetie, i'll watch u on thrash night k? we'll thrash the place and
you my dear, can jump off stage to gimme a kiss again. hehehehe. and u know i was hoping to surprise my baby with the shoe he wanted a long time ago for his bdae, and YES CONGRATULATIONS. the whole online shop doesnt do international shipping, and i can't find that same model ANYWHERE else. fuck rite? so baby, if ure reading this u can be happy cos i couldnt get the stupid shoe (which was adidas btw, i thought u dun like? hehehhee) cos the shop doesnt do international shipping.
hello ppl in the US, please give a thought to those outside of ure country, who are in need of nice shoes. thank u.
so no surprise for my baby, no nothing
now i have to wreck my brain for something to get him.
and he says he likes things DIY (
in the spirit of being a hardcore kid, aye?) so ok lah. i sew u one pair of shoes u want? hehehehe. i use cardboard box, cut a hole to put ure foot in and paint the exterior. hehehe. u wanna wear not? bleah. ok i know he's rolling his eyes while reading this now.
or i silkscreen for u one yogyakarta shirt.
eh actually if i were to do that i wanna get one myself. hah!
this is turning into a long mindless entry.
i havent finished packing btw, and im leaving in 4 hrs. sufficient time la. i think.
i want to go for a run later. maybe at 6
before we leave.
oh u know how stubborn i was? my mom wanted to see dolphins in aussie, so she was asking if we cld go to sea world and shit and i told her "theres no way im gonna support organizations who trap the dolphins in tiny pools, being forced to do tricks daily. NO!" so she had to search for one thats a dolphin reserve, eco friendly and one that i won't mind going to. hehehehehe. she found the place, some Tangalooma Wild Dolphin Resort or something. so yay!!! thank u mom for ure support. and for not forcing me to eat meat. =D
ok i better end this damn entry before i type anything stupid. i know my baby wld be chuckling to himself, knowing how spiderish i'll get before i leave even though he told me since yesterday to start packing and up til now im not done, and i know hes gonna laugh at how cranky im sounding cos i wont get to be with him, and hes gonna smile cos he knows now how much im gonna miss him. right baby?
i'll go wherever you will go.btw, to all my friends who love taking photos, i'm still wondering why u guys LOVE taking photos of me and kaikai when i'm on his lap, and him resting his head on my shoulder. hehehe.
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
