why do you wait for me?

Royalty

Marinah. I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily

Reach Me

msn

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
gmail

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com

02 August, 2006 : mailordering is shit.

ok.
i think i might be spending half my pay on cds alone. there are so many cds i wanna get from ebuilition.com that i think i might spend over $150 ok. cos its all in USbucks. sighhhh. nevermind, i think norman is helping me get nice cds too! and throwing in some of his old stuffs as well. what a kind dude. andddddd he looks like dave grohl. we shd support local distros! hehehe. hence i shall make glenn happy by getting him cake and some cds from him as well. yayyyyy. now i need to find madball for my loverboy. dunno where the hell to get also. but no fear! i shall find it! just for him. hoho.
ok paisey ah, i thought i was leaving today but no im leaving tomorrow. so much for all the "im going to miss u baby" yesterday night. hehehhe.
anyhows, i have a plan that i need to execute very very soon if it were to work nicely.
but i need to purchase some items before hand. i hope i can get out of the house.
yes yes im very excited. *rubs hands together*
ok 6 days without my babyboy while im downunder with the family, and im amazed to even be saying this but i'd trade in the week of me being in aussie to spend it with him. even if he has camp, all i wanna do is pick him up from his work place and being with him through the night.
i remembered him telling me yesterday "it's funny, we dont see other people having their honeymoon period like we do. this isn't a honeymoon. this is fantasy." which is true me thinks. everytime he calls me to tell me he's nearby my heart beats so fast, i get this whole rush knowing that hes there. and thats how the both of us feel. a few days ago we met up, and it was supposed to be just dee, darlingpenguin, danahbaby and kaikai but nooooooooo some other unwanted visitors apparently came to join us and it was annoying cos some of them were speaking in faux foreign accents and they were just being so noisy. i kept pestering the baby to just leave for spinelli at heeren but he said it might look quite rude so we sat there, me on his lap and we just lost ourselves in each other, listening to DS-13 and playing that "what's your favourite" game. hehe. speaking of game, i miss the little kiki. im beginning to grow much more fond of her each day. (=
i just love everything when im with him.

anyway, i read his old blogpost of his past life. truth be told, when he told me yesterday that there's only one person he's kinda afraid of, and that one person being fir, i sorta knew how he felt but i didnt know how to tell him. ofcourse i knew how he felt, he told me once that his ex was the girl he fell in love with the most. and childish as it may seem, there are times that i do feel inferior when compared to her. i mean, she's a fucking ex-model or watever for heaven's sake. and shes tiny and fair and has dimples while im like huge, black, dimple-less and fat. sigh. miss me boy, miss me.

anyways, will be back soon, i fucking forgot to bid ok. im dead.

Royalty

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
gmail

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com