Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
08 February, 2006
: GRAWR
i feel super bitchy today.
but very loved as well, by the one person who means the most to me,
Nur Hafizah Bte Ariffin. You know sometimes u dream of that special friendship with someone, u watch sitcoms and soap operas and such and you just wish u had that same relationship, to be able to be with that person everyday and just love her and be loved in return.
now i've realized i dont need that.
i've known phoefi since i was 15, (she knew me much earlier but hated me back then =P) and we spent 2 years seeing each other in school every single day, going home together and having lunch together. at that point of time, i thought that the bond we had was almost magical. she understood me in every way possible, she didn't judge me and she was utterly patient and forgiving.
Now I'm 19, and although i'm still in the same school as her, taking the same course albeit different modules, i see her less than once a week, rarely online and we don't even talk on the phone.
yet i feel the bond we have is even stronger.I used to be afraid to let go, when she had her love, when we stopped smsing each other daily or when I just didnt see her enough. But now I've come to realize that no matter how far apart we are, how rarely we meet, Hafi will be the one and only person who will never desert me. She loves me and I love her and we both know that, and this is the one reason why this friendship is so beautiful. there is no need for me to say it to her, there is no need for
saccharine smses or
sweet words or
14pagelong testimonials on friendster.
because we both know that the love we have for each other is eternal.
noone can take her away from me, and me, from her.
she's the one person i can trust with the deepest secrets i have and the one person i wanna protect from everything thats fucked up in this world.
she knows this. i know this.
we're a part of each other. and although she has her life i have mine, although she has her own commitments and responsibility, her own bunch of friends, i know that all i have to do is whisper a word and she'll be here for me in a split second.
and she knows i'd do the same for her.
beautiful, ain't it?
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
