Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
04 January, 2006
: because i will
and because i owe myself one.
i'm still working on my reflective entry. for now let this be one that opens the world to my heart a little.
this goes out to noone and everyone. to you and your shadow. to the past and present. to the future. to those crying themselves to sleep. to those getting high through dusk. to those struggling to catch their breath, and to those choking on air.
sometimes i wonder when does a child get robbed of his innocence? i have a profound love for
les enfants because i envy their purity. so when does this cease to exist? there was once a little girl i knew, who lied, robbed and created self centered fantasies to get her parents to look at her, to tell her how precious and special she was, to ruffle her hair and to give her encouraging smiles. there was once a girl i knew who seeked comfort in one non existent to the world. there was once a girl i knew whose heart never wanted more than just acceptance. i'm currently in search of that one little girl, whom by now has probably grown up, to become, well just like you and me. i want to look for her to ask her if she's still scared, and ashamed of herself. i want to hold her and tell her she's one of a kind. i want to be able to let her know that i need her.
so, if u do see her around,
please be gentle. please be nice.
cos she's been hiding herself from the world for so long. lying to herself, lying to her friends, lying to everyone she knows.
=)
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com