Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
30 November, 2005
: starlight reverie
acks! its been ages since ive updated! hehehe. oh well. i've been meaning to soo badly but yea kinda slipped my mind. and whatever i planned to say, i forgot! sigh. anyway everyone knows im done with my exams! let's worry about our cap score later alright? for now lets focus on parties dates and
sleep. haha.
been spending more time with my bunny nowadays. hahaa. i smuggled him up into my room and he got comfy underneath my blanket. afterwhich he left his fur all over and had me sneezing through the night. haha. i love pipi. i think he keeps me sane.
i think i've been slacking too much this semester. and its my first semester dammit! argh. i better start getting serious. this sem was filled with too much parties, too much abuse and too much scars and stitches.
but all that aside, i'm happy now.
when i'm with him i'm happy. even if its only sitting by the sidelines eating sushi or watching him draw and complete his assignment. even if its just browsing through art books in the library, taking long walks to nowhere, i feel happy. he's extremely gentle with me despite towering over me all the time and he holds me as though i'm the world's most fragile piece of glass! =) i love sitting with him by esplanade watching cars drive by, i love watching movies at his house and i love just sitting quietly with him enjoying his company.
but its scary isn't it?
when we get too happy, we tend to forget and we let our guards down.
but let's not care about that shall we?
did i mention he gives me flowers? yes he does. and he doesnt mind my fagging or my simple sense of dressing or my fattish sluggish body or my big bunny teeth when i smile.
but when im alone things get dimmer. i keep comparing myself to the people in his past, i keep thinking im never enough to fulfil the void left. she's a wonderful person and no im not intimidated im just not sure if what i have can even make him as happy. i
want to make him happy. send him to the clouds, let him walk on water.
but insecurity creeps in sometimes.
ok all the time.
wish for it to go away.
make it go away.
im really trying.
happy holidays to all NUS babies.
i love my sweethearts.. u know who u guys are. we'll go out soon k?
oh and some pictures have been uploaded at my
LiveJournal. links under the 'exit' section.
i'll post some here soon.
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
