Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
22 October, 2005
: this is me down on my knees
i am officially
19. heh.
and yea the day was spent with my lovelies, altho my dear duffy couldnt meet me. I met up with the husband,
Phoefi instead, and after that with the panda,
Mao. Twas a simple simple day for a very simple person, breakwaters, beach, flowers, great company all rolled into one. :) I could never have asked for more.
I have to really thank hafi for everything that she did. She listed 19 things she wants to do with me in the course of us growing up together. =) and let's just say that it was enough to make me cry. hehehe. i think she's the one person i know, who will never stray, who'll always be here. she's the one person i can count on and the one person who makes me fill whole, just by being there. *hugs phoefi*
and mao gave me my first ever flower! yes yes marinah hasnt gotten a flower from a guy before. tetttt. hahahaa. so yay, and it was my favourite flower! an orange tulip. i think phoefi wld have died if she saw it.
pictures can be found here.and
you, if u think i spent today not thinking of you, you were so wrong. come to think of it, during the whole course of our friendship, u've never spent a proper birthday with me before, save my 15th. i miss u and i hope u know it. despite everything, u were my best friend thruout those years. let's forget abuse and lets think of the times when u needed me. yes honey, i miss the times u called me and cried, the times u wanted me to lull u to sleep, the times u lay on my shoulder, the times u slept on my lap. i miss feeling needed. i miss
being needed. ever more so den i miss u loving me, i just miss u needing my hugs, my voice, my presence. i miss being the one person who could calm u down. i miss being the one person u confided in.
i do.
now, i'm just a shell. nothing noone needs.
happy birthday marinah.
=)
Royalty
Marinah.
I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily
Reach Me
at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com
