why do you wait for me?

Royalty

Marinah. I'm a vegetarian and I abhore animal abuse.
I can either be your Mary Poppins or your Tyler Durden, go figure.
I'm opinionated, pensive, intrepid and very very stubborn
I absolutely despise impudence, especially from those with no knowledge, talent or ideas of their own.
I'm anal about the use of language
Music and the deviant underground play a huge part in my life
Materialistic, but I believe in obtaining my own wealth, not depend on others.
Superficial at the very least, Judgmental at most
Currently, i'm just contented with my brain stimulated by literature, film and art
My heart filled with love by the PandaCat, my boys & bestfriends, pipi and my family
and my soul, exhilirated by the endless music and lyrics i'm exposed to daily

Reach Me

msn

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
gmail

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com

15 February, 2008 : dear kai,

just a little bit on why i adore u so..

coz i love that warmth u make me feel whenever u put ure arms around me.
coz you light up whenever i walk in while u work.
coz you endlessly try to stop me from smoking and if that fails, beg for a cigarette yourself.
coz your handwriting is like a 5 year old!
coz your smile makes me melt inside.
coz you always try to be funny and end up looking lame heheh.
coz you mistook "arnab" to be "sayang"
coz you are soooo cheena sometimes.
coz you love piggybacking me even though ure tired and im super heavy.
coz you always think im skinny when im obviously not!
coz my heads fits your shoulder just right when we walk.
coz your hands are bigger den my huge-ass hands!
coz your tummy does that vibration thingy
coz i hate you so much when we fight.
coz i think its hilarious when u start making fun of people (not friends!)
coz i appreciate so much that u get along with alllllllll of my friends.
coz u tried to sing in french!
coz i can grimace at the fact that u secretly like the needy girls (JENNY!!!!) in tvseries that i HATE!!!! haha
coz u mms me little things that wld make me happy.
coz u know i think valentine's day is bullshit, (this includes christmas and watever ridiculously wasteful festivals we have)
coz only u can make me have this really contented, happybunny feeling inside.
and because, you are not only my lover, but my best friend, my kitty, my bodyguard, my Mr Lovalova and my confidante all in one.

I LOVE YOU!

31 December, 2007 : because i'm thankful

this is for u my babycat because u make me feel so safe everytime we're together. because u allow for irrational decisions on my part. because u give in all the time. because u love praising yourself. because u try ure best to make me smile and laugh. because it tickles everytime u touch my nose. because i feel warm everytime u hug me. because absolut makes u all red. because u let me drool on you when i sleep. because u help me through my unhealthy obsessions. because we mosh together. because you surprise me all the time. because u giggle like a little boy. because u have no backbone sometimes. because i hate u then i love u. because everytime i squash ure specs to ure face when i kiss u, u just keep on smiling.

i love u dear, thank u for the wonderful 2007. 4 more months and it'll be our 2nd year anniversary. how fast!
=)

13 December, 2007 : circean

I LOST MY PHONE.
my pretty V8 and Dad's pretty pissed off cos its so new.
blame it on absolut and fights and no-sleep-for-23hrs. or just blame it on me.

thinking of getting the V9... its mahogany.. *ooooh* hehehe.

anywayssssssssssssssssssss, i am going to quit my godforsaken job soon.
and tuesday was fun despite the quarrel and the loss of phone.
I managed to be myself again in the stupid pit trying to keep didi and our belongings safe. honest to goodness i had no idea wat the band was playing cos i only know like 2 songs. hahaha. me being there was a show of love and loyalty to a very very close friend. and thank god i wore mary janes, and thank god again cos we bumped into kynkat and dyndinosaur so we didn't have to queue up. hoho.

the night was hilarious. we took the wrong bus and ended up at my alma mattar (TJC!) but eventually made our way to tampines and met hahafiz, vans and wan krang and spent the night laughing at each other doing silly things.

that afternoon however was pretty. botanical gardens with the baby where i fell in love with cacti! hahah. dog poo bags became very very usefull cos it was raining and our foldable umbrellas were all wet. cam whored here and there, got my favourite vegetarian puff and just spent the day in his warm warm embrace. the boy got out of his house at 5.30 am just to pick me up from tampines after he found out i lost my phone. spent wednesday with him and skipped both tuition and work. haha. twas worth it though.

pls wish me all the luck in the world for my educational psychologist internship application to be successful! i really need this.

hehe.

toodles~

11 December, 2007 : bloxors

that god forsaken game makes me feel so dumb. i'm stuck at stage 10. haha one of the few nicer photos of myself. anyway quick update cos the boy is picking me up in like 10 mins and i havent even bathed.
tonight will hopefully be fun but really im looking forward to getting my pay this friday and just hanging out with the boy the whole of this saturday! :)
i really need the watch. i keep losing track of both time and dates.
and for the first time ever, i feel like a pauper. hahaha.

buy me a watch mommy. buy me parfum daddy! BUY ME PSP, BROTHER! hahaha.
shopping this sunday?
let's hope.

Royalty

at: kuchizuke__@hotmail.com (that's 2 underscores for you)
gmail

at: bitemeblondie@gmail.com